About Love. NOT!

Seriously, WHY?! Why am I feeling THIS?! I feel so depressed. I am not happy with how my life is now. I know there are more seious things. There are more people whose problems are really more depressing that they almost want to end their life- if they already have no choice. But Im still feeling this. There something lacking. I'm stuck too. Don't know what to do. /wrist

Boom moment from the past in the present

Read a blog post I wrote four months ago. Can I just say that I just lost? That BOOM moment. That's it! My heart is now broken into pieces.

A friend. I am a friend.

Work Shit

Work doesn't work at me. Plain. Banal. Shit. What makes it ever shittier is my shitty boss who acts like he does care but he doesn't really fucking care and is not concern at developments of his employees at all.

I don't care anymore. Tired of thinking about being competitive and at the end of the day, all your efforts were not seen at all. Now, I'm convinced that I don't have any career path and any direction to go to. Bahala na. I'll just continue to believe that I'm a late bloomer and to take any chances to see where I am really for. 

Thinking of my future really makes me depress. Oh, life.

I want to wander

Cambodia.
Malaysia.
Singapore.
Hongkong.


Caramoan.
Bohol.
Ilocos Norte/Sur.
La Union.

and more mountains to conquer (not a pro level, of course! LOL)

IF EVER.

That made me giggle but I realized it is and would be more complicated if ever. IF EVER.

Want to go different places. Hungry for travel as well as for learning. I want art back. I want to create and be inspired. Art love me back, please?

It's been what? 16 days since I last wrote something here. Lotsa things happened, actually. Things with hellalot of emotions. Ofcourse, this month is my birth month. And I could not ask for more Glad to be a source of happiness of my friends. Even though they think that I'm a crazy person. :)

So what to write about? I just can't contain my giddiness since I was in Daguldol last weekend. I don't think of any reason why I should feel this way nor why I shouldn't think this way. But's what with us? I don't see him acting that way to other people. Well, I don't about his college friends. Does this boils down to me being assuming all over again?

I don't know if I could consider that as flirting. I don't know anything about it, in the first place. But I want to know what is that all about. What about saying your name, out of no where? What about playing stupid and being mean like cute-not-cute-but-still-cute mean? Maybe it's all about being close friends. Right. It is what is it all about. So stop overthinking my little assuming mind. It means nothing but pure fun friendship. Bow.