Bakit? Pero push lang na mawala

Seryoso. Bakit ka ganon? Ang gulo mo? Meron ba o Wala. Yan ang mga tanong ko. E minsan nakikita naman kita na ganoon ka din sa iba. Pero yung ibang actions mo, hindi eh. Pangkaibgan lang ba talaga? Or panginis ka lang talaga?

Sa plane pa lang. Lakas mo mang-asar kahit sa boat. Shet nakalimutan ko na agad mga pangyayari. Lol.

"Pagpahingahin niyo si Queene."

Unang gabi. Sa sayawan. Napapansin ko lang na pag ikaw na ang sasayaw sa gitna, ako na lang lagi mong hinahatak. Seryoso. Bakit?

Yan tuloy. Pinilit kong ipainom sayo yung Tequila ko. Ramdam ko pa din ang hawak ko sayo. Maipilit lang kita na inumin mo ang shot na 'yun. Pero keber. Normal.

Nung umaga na. Inaya mo kong sabay magbreakfast. Sige normal. Sinabi mo na super saya na first time mo din sumayaw sa mga random party goers. Ok. Pero sinabi mo din na ako ang nagdala nung gabi ng yun, kasi game ako. Pero sige di ako kikiligin. Pahumble na lang ang reaction ko. Pero bakit? Sige as a friend. Normal lang yun.

Sa Mint, ewan ko. Pero parang swabe lang. Nagusap tayo sa mga inhibitions. Shet. masama ba akech? Ay ewan. Kasi naman, sabay tayo naghanap ng yosi. Kainis. Mas masarap daw kasi uminom kapag may yosi. Pakshet.

Sumunod na araw, hinayaan kong kayo magkasama. Sabi nila eh. Pero alam kong wala kang pakialam. Pero ako naiinis. Huhuhu. Kairita. Di maganda. Umalis kayo ng sabay. Matagal nawala nang sabay. Bumalik ng masaya.

Sa mga activities wala na akong maalala. Pero sige sa Puca, sabihin na lang natin na by chance pero naging selfish ako. Pero go. Wag na natin alalahanin ang game na yun.

Sa iba pang activities, ewan. alam ko lang masaya sa activities. Hahaha. Pati nung gabi, sa paglalaro ng cards.

Tapos nung pauwi na. Huhuhu. Kasalanan ko. Pero tetsing lang to. Footsies na subtle. Shet.T_T Ang landi ko. Tapos nung ginigising kita, nakangiti ka na ewan. Ok. OA lang ako.

Yung sasabihin kay M na share sa bayad si T. Sinamahan kita. Sabi mo lakas ng kabog ng puso mo. Pero sinabi mo buti na lang kasama kita. pero sige nagiging honest ka lang. Yay. Ok. nabigyan ko ng tamang rason. :) Convince pa.

Tapos nung nasa plane. T_T Bakit? Nagshare ka ng music sa phone mo. Nagpicture ka ng ok, pangit at weird na facial expression ko. Nishare mo yung mga fave mong music. Npasayaw pa tayo sa kanta ng Fun. ba yun o Owl City o Black Kids. Ok di ko na maalala.

Nung nagoffboard na. Pinakita mo ulit yung pic sa iba. At pinakita mo ulit sakin. Sabi mo di buburahin kasi pwedeng inspiration pag kailangan ng idea. Ok, shet. Panglalait ba yun? O ano? Ok, panglalait. :( Pero ang dami mong tusok sa mukha, esp. sa ilong ah. Kajirita. Bakit????? Normal ba yun? Ok. Normal nga. </3

So ano, pinaglalaruan mo lang akech? OA lang talaga ako magbasa? Masarap lang talaga ako asarin. At isang friend lang talaga akech.


/heartbreak

Best Night Ever

So I spent my weekend plus two days with my HS friends in Bora!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think  I still have a hangover from my first time Bora experience.

First day was really a sabog day. Arrived at Malay, Aklan at around 8PM. After we dropped our luggage in the hotel, we had our dinner at Jammer's. That Saturday is jampacked with people. Guess, they were there since Friday or they came earlier in the afternoon and went directly to prepare for the beach and party.

After we had our lunch, we look for a place where we can party and roll. And that's the unkabogable Club Paraw comes in. HAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHA. Actually, I don't know how to put the story in sentences. But I can't contain what happened that night. It's my first time to dance in the dance floor with lot of party strangers; first time to drink tequila; first time to dance without knowing that I was doing; and my first time to love being wasted. LOL

I really don't know the deets of what happened that night. But I know for myself that I really had a blast. SUPERB!!!! :D

Day 2 is meh. Since we are all wasted. Well, most of us. We woke up late and just had a walk along the shor of the super fine and beautiful sand of Boracay. :) Had tried two activities which are Paraw sailing and D' wall climbing.

 

 AFter then, we had our dinner at Andoks. And since we're all excited to Shisha, we immediately find a good cozy shisha place. We chose Mint! Funny that a lot of Koreans are customers and that what they are playing are too, let's say cute and ten-ten.

We tried to join Epic bar. But then, what we're looking for did not appear that night. So we just headed home. In the afternoon, a friend of my friend texted that they were in Epic last night. And what we're waiting for were in the place one hour after we left and gave up.

Day 3 is SUPER FUckingN-nNy. Went to Puca Beach. Legit Beautiful is the sand and waters of Puca. Tried ATV, Zorb and FLYFISH (most epic of all).

Gahd. I can't really put into words how super fun it was. Legit happiness and laughter is all I can say. Better to be back at Bora with friends. Best night ever and best activities with best company.

This is the highlight of my summer. Wohoooo. <3


**All photos were taken by Daisuke Ohara. Please visit his flickr site for more amazing photos.

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Ready or be ready

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Things to do:

1. Lalayo.
2. Lalapit at sasama sa kanila (</3) kung marami lang. At hindi third wheel.
3. MAGHANDA MASAKTAN SA SUSUNOD NA MGA DARATING NA MGA PANGAYAYARI PA.. :(
4. Magtago sa ST kay *TOOT*. Isang mainam na intervention. (This is from another assumption.)
5. Maghandang maging matandang dalaga. Unless, magkaroon ng bagong lalaking matinong kaibigan na pwede. Take note sa "lalaki" at "matino" at "kaibigan". Yes, it should go hand in hand according to my mudra. Or else, I'll suffer.

Geez

Geez. Masasabi kong nasaktan ako. Gusto kong matuwa pero masakit. Masakit kahit hindi naman dapat.

Geez. Ano 'tong pakiramdam ko? May kirot sa puso. May hapdi. Kasing hapdi ng sugat ko sa siko dahil sa plank to push-up position.

Geez. Dahil diyian nainspire ako. Pero masakit pa din. Naglaho na. Hanggang kaibigan na nga lang talaga. Wala nang pag-asa pa.

Geez. Oo, wala nang pag-asa pa. At ako na naman ay napag-iwanan na naman. Lagi,sa lahat na lang.

Geez. Napagiwanan na nga sa career, maging sa aspetong love life. Na naman?!

Geez. Anong gagawin ko? Lalayo at magiging halaman na nga lang ba?

Geez. Naisip ko. Bahala na. Come what may na lang. Kung lumapit ka, tsaka gogora lang. Tama. Ayun na lang.