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Tuesday, October 16, 2012

My Subconscious Hit My Heart

I met you again in my dreams. It's really weird how you came into my dreams. I never had a thought of you before I slept yesterday. Maybe its the subconscious. Did I miss you? Or am I just longing for that happiness and my subconscious just picked you to keep me company in that scenario.

I was on my way to work. I saw a guy and thought it's familiar. I am supposed to wait for a jeepney, and there you are waiting too. But myself did not resist to tap him. Instead of waiting for a ride that will bring us where we should go, we had a short talk . Yes, together we have a ride. Destiny was our transportation that had brought us to my happy ending dream.

I asked you "How are you?" and you said that you are married. Back in college, I remember how you hate the concept of marriage. You don't believe why two people need to get "married", thinking of the negative things that happen between two people after doing so. And so I have never believed you in my dreams. You showed me some ID to act as an evidence. I memorized that lucky girl's name in my dream for stalking purposes. But now I can't remember it anymore. I could not sill believe your story at that moment in my dream. Then, I asked you where you have to go. You invited me to go have some drinks. I asked where and you pointed the place near Ever Comm. --Royal  Place. I hesitated as I need to go to work. But my heart did not hesitate. I joyfully accepted your invitation while thinking about possible reasons to my boss as to why would I be absent or get half day at that day. Hahaha.

We crossed the bridge along Ever Commonwealth. You really acted childish that time. You acted like you're going somewhere else. You were sweetly playing around. We reached the place. Sorry, I could not remember the details anymore. But my dream skipped to a university. You invited me to be in that place. You were still studying. You went back to studying in my dream. While going upstairs, I asked some people about you. And I realized that what you said about yourself a while ago wasn't true. I was informed that you are an excellent Economics-PolSci student and is a good writer (can't remember the details, sorry). It was a no surprise for me as I have known you are as a clever writer. You really have a good though sometimes weird principles. And that's why I have a crush on youm just so you know. :) You really have a good perspective and opinion on what is happening around. Maybe it was brought by your HS education.

Moving forward, after knowing that you quite lied to me, I confronted you in a good way. That scene in my dream is so pang-teleserye. LOL. I approached and told you, "Nagsinungaling ka... Pero OK lang." Then I hugged you back. And you know what came after???? In a black background, a typographic said "2007 Married."  So lame! But whatever. Hahahaha. How I wish it could be real. And that's how my dream ended. Hahahahaha.


It's quite nakakakilig, especially the moment you were telling me that you are married. I acted the way I can't be in person, you also did. I would just see you act that way had you like the person or know the person too well. May be that's why my subconscious projected it that way. Hahaha. For me to assume. Oh well. I'm still waiting for the happiness. I know it's you. It could be better or none at all.

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