I HATE THIS FEELING

I HATE THIS FEELING. SAD. THIS FEELING WHEN ALL PEOPLE AROUND YOU IS ALREADY MOVING ON WITH THEIR LIFE. LEAVING YOU  UNINTENTIONALLY, AND CONSEQUENTLY WILL BE GOING TO BE PART OF THERE PAST. YOUR PAST TOO BUT NO FURTHER STEPS FOR ME TOO LOOK FORWARD WITH THEM.

I HATE THIS FEELING. COLD. THIS FEELING ALONE, NOT BECAUSE YOU WANT TO  BUT IT'S HOW IT SHOULD WORK.

I HATE THIS FEELING. FEELING OLD. TO ACCEPT THIS ALL, I MUST FACE THEM AND CONTINUE TO GO WITH THE FLOW. MOVE FORWARD ALSO, BECAUSE IF NOT.  I'LL BE CAUGHT OFF GUARD LEAVING MYSELF BEHIND EVERYONE ELSE. THINKING AS AN GROWN-UP, I HATE THIS. THAT YOU NEED TO CONSIDER EVERYTHING ELSE IN THE WORLD, LEAVING AWAY ALL THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY. OTHERWISE, REST OF YOUR LIFE WILL BE MISERABLE.

I HATE THIS FEELING. MISERABLE. NOT KNOWING AND DOING WHAT I WANT TO DO. GETTING CAUGHT UP WITH THE SYSTEM,  WITH THIS STEREOTYPICAL IDEOLOGIES AND HAPPENNINGS, WITH WHERE I BELONG IN THE HEIRARCHICHAL SOCIETY. SOCIETY  WHERE IN MONEY IS IMPORTANT THAN EVERYTHING ELSE.