Take 10/xx "Teleserye ng Buhay ko"

Drama Queene is yet here. As I walked way out from UPA, negative things kept running in my head. Maybe I was just disappointed with what I came upon coming back to where I was supposed to be. I thought i'll be going to have my happiness back, at least from my team mates at work. But still, there's something lacking thereof.

I got home. And my sister asked, "Anong nangyare?" I replied back, "Ganun pa rin. Hindi masaya." And then my tears started to fall from my eyes. I really tried to stop it; but probably, it's too much of loneliness, of emptiness in my heart, that my eyes can't really hide what I really feel. My mom is there. And my sister told my mom all the things that I told her last Wednesday. It is in a way that never have made me felt angry. Because she's telling it to my mom while laughing. However, my tears doesn't want to be held back. My tears were falling while laughing about the way my sister was telling my dramas to mom. It's funny because she was telling it via text. She gave the phone with a drafted text to mom after typing it in.

With the television on, my sister randomly switched the channel to MYX. At that moment, Ebe Dancel's song was being played. The rhythm and the first line of the song really made me even more sad. I felt the song. It's as if God played it to give me a message. Definitely, it's more than to cheer me up. As my mom said, "Kaya ko naman makuha yung gusto ko. Fighter ka."




Here goes the song:

Wag Kang Mag-alala Lyrics

Kung sila’y biglang kumanan at daan mo’y kaliwa
‘Wag, ‘wag kang mag-alala
Kung gabi mo ay umaga’t baligtad ang kanila
‘Wag, ‘wag kang mag-alala

Kanya kanyang trip at panaginip
Kanya kanyang mga daang nais sundan

Kailangang manalig sa bawat
Sigaw at bulong ng iyong puso
Sumayaw sa sarili mong awit
Umindak at ‘wag pasindak
Kung ‘di ka katulad ng iba
‘Wag kang mag-alala

Kung kumakatok ang duda’t
Tumatawag ang kaba
‘Wag, ‘wag kang mag-alala
‘Wag masyadong magpadala
Sa sinasabi ng iba
Wag, wag kang mag-alala