Missing

Had short meet-ups with my college friends last week and last night. Last night was off though. We went to Mercato North and never had any short talks. This made me a little bit sad because it's like we can't never have the joys we had back when we were in college. I miss the laughs and the talks we had about love, relationships, sensible talks about society, and stuffs like that. Hope I could find people in the office who's always game and non-shitty/bully-flirty just for the sake of fun, like them. Oh, how I miss college! I'm a grown-up now.

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A lot of "!!!!" from dogs

So excited to see our new little puppies grow!!!!!!! At first, I was really hesitant to believe that this two little cute pups are a complete cross breed of shitszu and lhasa apso. FYI, Dora, the mother of our new littloe pups, fell of our veranda one  night without us knowing. My mom just freaked out after realizing Dora was out of home. Hahahaha. Then, after five minutes, she spotted Dora outside the house with two Aspins escorting her to out gate. Hilarious, it is!!!!

Saying those, after two months of carrying these pups, I still in doubt who the father of these two little pups we have. I wonder where there colors came from! One is  kinda brown and the second is vlack, brown and white. Knowing that Kulit (the father) is black and white, while Dora is white, wondering and doubting really makes sense! Good thing they are dogs! Lol. Yet, until I searched the puppies of crossbreeds alike, I learned that it's quite different. They are never instantly a fur ball/rag-like living dogs. They most of the time change colors while they grow! Needless to say, they are forever lovable, puffy, and cute!!!! And that's why I love them soooo! After browsing pictures of shi-apso (cross breed of shitszu and lhasa apso), I am now convinced and makes me more excited of how they'll look soon!!!! OMG!! I really need to use that much of "!!!" to express my utter excitement!!!! HAHAHA.

**Singing "I am excited.. I am super excited" a lot in my head

Two day-old shi-apso(s) with their mameh Dora

One week and four days have passed and this is what they sooooo look like today. I got this while browsing what they should look like, and this gave a conbfirmation and ex-cite-ment. :):):)

SOON TO BE LIKE THIS!!!!!!

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the day i forgot how to dream

Last time, I thought I forgot how to dream. But as day passes by, I realized that is still runs on my mind. On the day I thought I forgot how it is to dream, maybe it just took a rest and slept at that time. But like a living existence in the world, all takes time to rest, to recover. But it doesn't mean that it went away, that it run off. It just continues to live by, and is synonymous to how living is--taking it all, good and bad/all-bad/all-good. Then exhaustion will follow. After that one big exhaustion, either from being overwhelmed from success and most of the time failure, is a recovery. This recovery help us to dream again. We could not be aware of it, but yes we dream again. It could be a new one or an old dream, it doesn't matter. Dreaming is just a normal part of being human. We continue to run after an exhaustion, and live as long as our life. We continue to dream. We use dreaming and living, side by side. We make ourselves happy by how our choices from dreaming and living let us be.

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Matapang pero takot. Alam mo kasing kahit papaano may tama siya.
 
Tama nga ba? Or isn't it just another kind of corporate slavery? Isn't it right only just on the grounds and book of the "world of capitalism"?

Hmmmm.

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Excerpts from"Working For The Weekend: The 20-Somethings Edition"

I believe all of them is true. And I want to reiterate them on my blog after all my depressing moments in my career as a fresh grad last year and as an ideal dreamer before I came here to what I am now. :)

The only thing worse than having a job to go to, is not having a job to go to. This might be a difficult notion to conceive on days when work is extra uninspiring or frustrating, but try to remember that it is always better to have options available and an income to fall back on.

Your dream job won’t be all sunshine and rainbows. Or, so I’ve been told. Don’t get me wrong, here. I’m not saying you shouldn’t devote yourself to securing a dream job that you wake up every morning excited for. I’m just saying that, too often, we put our dream jobs on a pedestal so high up that we manage to lose sight of the fact that it’s going to take a whole lot of hard work — not to mention compromise, to get there. And you know what? We might not love every single bit of it once we do get there. We might even miss some aspects of the job we currently hate. It’s the “grass is always greener” syndrome. It doesn’t mean you shouldn’t go check out the other field, it just means maybe you shouldn’t piss all over the one you’re on now.

There are worse situations to be in …than having a job where you likely sit back in your swivel chair beneath some cool AC and regularly commiserate with you best friend on Gchat. Take, war, for instance. That is a worse situation to be in

All in all, life ain’t so bad, but it sure is short — so get a grip and smile! As CSNY’s Stephen Stills once put it,

“Well there’s a rose in a fisted glove,
and the eagle flies with the dove,
and if you can’t be at the job you love,
honey, go to happy hour after.”

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Sale everywhere

Did not plan to buy a watch this period of time where everywhere has a sale.I think that a watch is really a must-have for every professional (eh? hahaha). It's been long since I wanted to buy one. Roadblocks like me being impulsive is one, and two for the last two months I spend my money for something in the house. Today, At last! I got my Fossil Watch today! My mudra and I went shopping. She helped me to choose for the brand as well as the design. Happy me! :)

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Puna ng Naghihintay sa Pag-ibig

Nag-aabang ako sa labasan ng jeep o FX na papuntang SM North. Saktong sa pag-aabang, nasulyapan ko ang isang babae at lalaki na mukhang couple sa kahit sino man sugurong paningin. Magkaakbay sila. Nagtatapikan ng likod. Nagpapahayag na sila ay nagpapahayag na kanilang pagiging bukas sa kanilang nararamdaman. Sila'y umiibig.

Lagi akong nakakapansin ng mga ganitong senaryo. Habang tumatakbo sa Acad Oval. Habang naglalakad sa mall. Habang naglalakad sa tulay na lutang ang isip at sa isang iglap, mapapaisip ako, ay! may mga umiibig!

Nung simula'y hindi ko itinatanggi. Nagkakaroon ang angst ang loob ko. At ngayon, masasabi kong curiousity ang dama ko ngayon. Paano nga ba ang pakiramdam ng umiibig?

Ang may kahawak ng kamay. Ang pagbagsak ng ulo sa balikat ng isa. Malamang, ang larawang mga nabanggit ay dulot ng TV, ng media, ng pop culture. Alam ko sa loob-loob ko na nag pag-ibig ay hindi lamang puro langit. Walang nabubuhay sa pag-ibig. Walang nakakakain sa pag-ibig. Walang . Ang alam ko lang, maaaring maging inspirasyon ang pag-ibig. Inspirasyon para magsikap, para mabuhay, para manatili, para maging masaya, para maging kuntento sa buhay. Inspirasyon lamang. At walang nabubuhay sa pag-ibig lamang. Ngunit paano nga ba ang umiibig?

Gusto ko rin maramdama kung paano maging inspirasyon ang pagibig. Hindi nga ako mabubuhay sa pag-ibig lamang. Hindi ako makakain. Ngunit ano ang pakiramdam ng kahit saglit na pag-ibig?

Nagmamahal,
Isang Naghihintay ng Pag-ibig

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